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Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. What a scripture. I decided to write a pre-retreat blog :smile: Because I sit here tonight making sure that I have packed everything, reminded Josh of 100+ things, lol. There are some definite things that are weighing heavy on my heart. Some things only God and Josh know. As I read a blog of a friend God brought some things to my mind about this past year. I don’t think words could be said, typed, or written to totally explain what I have been through this year. One of the most painful is having to face things I have expertise in keeping WWWAAYY down. Which is not healthy. I know this. But in helping everyone else (my own decision “Mrs. Fix-it”) I forgot to deal with some of my emotions. If you have read my previous blog, I went into a little more depth about what I went through in the beginning of this year. It was a very dark place. I have and am still learning to cast my anxiety on him. As I prepare my mind and heart for this retreat I realize there are things that I need to get rid of. I have hurts from some of the closest people to me, but I know that God has a plan, and that he can turn this hurt around somehow for his Glory! So looking forward to writing a post-retreat blog! I know Jesus is going to change me!!